FOREVER MINE

you are the bane of my existence, the curse to my soul. you come when i least want you, and you stay when i ask you to leave. when i am with you i feel no happiness, no peace, no freedom, and i pray that when you go, you will never return. but you do, you are my fears. you are the briars which i planted as a youth, and no matter the cultivating of new soil. you return. you are my fears and i am the water which gives you nourishment.